The un-shoveled areas have snow that goes up to my shoulders and there is such strong winds that even the dog doesn't want to take walks.
Things are good though, I am making progress with my work projects and many of my paintings were sold at last years exhibitions.
We have many goals for this year and I feel optimistic about meeting them!
But there is also a constant struggle of exhaustion and worry in me,
It is hard to keep up with friends and family, I seldom give them the time and attention they deserve…
At the same time I don't really have much time for myself either and there is that one part of me that always wants to hide away in my own space undisturbed and isolated.
I want to paint only for myself again or go on an adventure with my fiancé alone, far far away and not tell anyone where we're going or for how long.
But work and responsibility gets in the way.
Still, I am lucky that I only have so little to wish for, life has been very good to me and I am very grateful for it.
Sorry for blabbing on and on, but that's what journals are for, right?